NuMbEr .. :
of time you've been in love? one.
of girls you have kissed? none?
number of guys youve kissed? oh wow. no idea.
people you would trust with anything: two.

piercings on your body? five.
number of things in your past you regret?: one.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
pretty? not really.
funny? sometimes.
hot? no.
friendly? when i want to be.
ugly? usually.
loveable? at times.
caring? yeah.
sweet? sometimes.
dorky? yep.

FAVORITE:
actor/actress: Natalie Portman.
least favorite day: Monday.
flower: not sure.
jello flavor: orange.
jewelry: bracelets or necklaces.
summer/winter: both.

PERSON WHO LAST:
slept in your bed: shit i don't know.
saw you cry: people at camp.
sent you an email: no idea.

HAVE YOU EVER:
said i love you and meant it? yes.
went out in public in pjs? yes.
kept a secret from everyone? yes.
been to new york? yes.
to california? yes.

WHEN WAS:
last cigarrete: a long time ago.
last cry: two days ago.
last book read: the second A-List.
last curse word uttered: fuckin a.
last beverage drank: dr. pepper.
last food consumed: curly fries yessssss.
last phone call: thomas!!
last tv show: something on VH1
last shoes worn: sandals from urban outfitters.
last cd played: regina spektor.
last word spoken: bye.
last sleep: last night.
last im: ryan.
last sexual fantasy: okay next.
last ice cream eaten: chocolate yogurt with sprinkles.

last time wanting to die: today at work.


Have you ever had someone from your past suddenly appear? yeah.
Have you ever smelled the rain? yes.
Have you ever gotten up early just to see the sun rise? yes.
Have you ever stayed up late just to watch the stars? yea.
Have you ever changed your mind? yes.
Have you ever seen true beauty? there's no definition for true beauty.
Have you ever seen a grown man cry? yeah.
Have you ever been a poser? probably.
Have you ever been alone? yeah.
Have you ever felt that there's no way out? yes.
Have you ever run away? yes.
Have you ever wanted to run away? yes.
Have you ever just wanted to get away? yes.
Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard? nope.
Have you ever splashed in puddles? haha wow yes.
Have you ever seen an amazing thunderstorm? i hate thunderstorms.
Have you ever had a crush? yes.
Have you ever been in love? yes.
Have you ever been loved? yes.
Have you ever had your heart broken? yes.
Have you ever held the power? what?
Have you ever just wanted to run? yes.
Have you ever painted a picture? yes.
Have you ever cried for no reason? yes.
Have you ever cried for a lot of reasons? yes.
Have you ever bought something you really didn't need? yeah.
Have you ever gotten a sno-cone? yep.
Have you ever been selfish? yeah.
Have you ever gone back into your memories and remembered? yes.
Have you ever gotten caught up in memories? yes.
Have you ever needed someone? yea.
Have you ever been sleepless? yes.
Have you ever tried to find the words but just couldn't? yeah.
Have you ever lost track of time? yeah.
Have you ever felt beautiful? no.
Have you ever felt ugly? yes.
Have you ever felt just okay? yeah.